and can tell me how to make a goddamn post background transparent?

I am totally unwanted and am going to be homeless in a month.

So the girl who "interviewed" me for her spare room in her apt found someone last night.

And it wasn't me.

I'm really sad about it ... especially since I don't have the energy to keep looking.

Hopefully I'll decide what I'm going to do this weekend ... whether I'm going to stay in the city or move back home for a bit.

I am currently at the mercy of the Apt gods ...

I found a place I really like, with a girl who seems really sweet ... so now all I can do is wait for her to make up her mind about who to let move into her spare room from the tons of people she interviewed this past week.

I am sooooo scared.

Doesn't it know I'm too pudgy for it

Why is she so fat?

Why do people think she's hott?

And why can't she speak clearly?

My twelve year-old sister would like to know. Within 5 minutes of watching, my sister checked the channel menu to see if anything better was on. She also couldn't stop pointing out that Nigella is pudgy.

UPDATE: Why do people think having kids and being near 50 is an excuse to be round in the middle? You can blame age and kids on having saggy boobs, but if you're going to be famed as being the hottest chef on tv, wouldn't you learn to hide parts that would make you look like Paula Dean? Plus, why haven't the producers figured out she slurs her speech too much to be understood by an American audience. If the poor woman spoke clearly my sister wouldn't have spent the entire time finding everything else about her a flaw.

I'm starting to get the feeling that people are catching engagement
fever. Everywhere I look people are getting engaged, or talking about
upcoming weddings. So far this summer I will be attending 3 weddings;
only one of these weddings am I very excited about attending since it
will be with my boyfriend. Of course, I'm more excited about having fun
partying with my boyfriend and less excited about how many girls are
going to be talking about wanting to get married at this wedding. I
personally am nowhere near ready to get married.
Don't get me wrong: marriage is great, and I definitely am not one of
those girls who wants to be a free bird for as long as possible and be
reckless. I am, however, a girl who has made promises to herself to
acheive certain things in life on her own before she's ready to make
promises about the future to another person.

In other news, my Squishy Baby Bear just graduated from elementary school

Why do I get the feeling this season's wedge shoes are all peep-toes?

Doesn't the fashion industry know there are people like me who don't have even toes but instead have a freakish second toe that likes to poke all the way out of the peep-toe opening?

Hehehehe ... look at my Filipino avatar ... Yahoo is so funny.