I WISH I WAS SOMEWHERE ELSE OTHER THAN HERE ... I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE THIS OBLIGATION I NO LONGER WANT BECAUSE IT'S NOT WORTH IT ANYMORE

I'VE RUN OUT OF THINGS TO DO ...

The funeral was today ... but I couldn't go. I just can't deal with that kinda closure ... even if she was someone I only knew for a year I have a hard time bringing myself to believe a vivid character like that is gone at such a young age.

all i wish for is to be like every other 20-something out there: going
out, having dinner with friends, relaxing on the weekends, taking walks in the park or throwing a Frisbee around, and grabbing
brunch after a hard night of partying ... without having parents
breathing down one's neck.

my relationship might single handedly fail because of my parents' inability to let go.

here i am trying to find a place to live ... and people are giving me negative input about the places i like, or asking me why i don't look at someplace closer to where i need to be and it's like ...

PEOPLE! ... i'm not RICH! if i could afford to live on riverside/central park west don't you THINK i would be living there!

anywho ... this is all in retaliation for me finding my dream apt and having the idea shot down because it's closer to one thing but furthest away from Columbia.

I've uninstalled my AIM ...

'Tis a beginning of a new era

I feel like the only thing I can write about these days is how finding
a place to live in manhatten is hard to do when no one returns your
phone calls or emails about setting up viewings ...

but at least I ran into Meredith ... and saw Dinu standing on the
subway platform as my train whisked by her ... those were the two most
out of the world funny and cool things to happen in one week.